This is what my writing looks like before I transcribe it for internet pages
Lately I have desperately pondered,
Spent my nights awake and I wonder
What I could have done in another way
To make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don’t care if you really care
As long as you don’t goLovefool -The Cardigans
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Oh mi gah! I’m around & I intend to make more rounds lol
are you going to the benefit concert?
Within Words
Within words exist restrictions
Baselines for borders
The burden of decadent cursive,
Cursing the curve of every word I never meant to say.
Every word I bent away from pursed lips
Curse this cursive,
A contortion of curlicues of I’s & you’s
& you look at me for the magic to make you make your sentence make sense
But it’s too intense for punctuation marks that spark the dark with exclamations of anger just shy of profanity & those sad lines you hand me in plain english.
I wish ebonics could save me now but I guess I be talking wild when I throw my neck in
but what else you been expecting when I’m trying to make a point within words when there exists restrictions
Experience
There is intensity in the eyes. I can fuck with that.
I fucked that. I love that. I want that
to be burnt, emblazoned, pierced by eyes that drink in lust
& devour the heat of its fervor.
It’s more than that.
I romanticize & canonize because it’s more than that.
It’s broken flesh, boundaries ripped open, a violent embrace.
I welcome. You’re welcome. I thank you.
Smack fire upon cheeks & spill over your loins,
lions misspelled distracting dialect.
I beckon bare breasts become chest
& a chance to press bone to flesh & make something happen.
Make it hurt.
I am conquered by confidence.
I defend nothing, as an expert at exposure,
it heightens the experience.
You, draw lines where you see me fit. Be fitting.
I couldn’t help but notice we come from similar shades
& daylight didn’t deter our midnight motives
Your sunk into me atop the sink
finger in me, back braced forced upon the faucet.
I’m dripping in unison.
Weed laced cotton mouth couldn’t keep us from tangled tongues
Lips get hasty & time left lips with limits.
I gripped skin with restraint & apprehension.
& reveled in moments given to us by opportunity.
Fucking fate feels the way it ought to feel,
& I don’t agree with guilt.
I don’t intend to feel it.
I would like to believe that when we unbuckle belts & unbridle passion &unbreak breath breathe in on an exhale…
We leave our existence in the quiet confidence of experience.
It’s super rainy out. I’m actively resisting the urge to sit out on my fire escape & get drenched…
Taken with instagram
Taken with instagram
Midnight showing tonight. (Taken with instagram)
I hated this book with a passion. But I really want to go see this with my gf this weekend.
So I went to go see a special screening last night & it was unnecessarily homophobic with the most random unfunny gay jokes to fill time & space, when they could’ve used that time for character development. That’s all I’ll say for now lol
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